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My lj wedding by chynafox
you will marrysir_dbl_trbl
flower girlraistlin_z
best manlykan739
you will have your last fling withanpusat
secretly wants to marry you themselfeiccavantaa
date of the weddingFebruary 17, 2018
number of times you do it on your wedding night46

Uhu, 99 :))))
99,99 ))))

geeky today, sorry :)))

BTW !!!! :)

My pics from Poland-Czechia-France tour 2007 (sounds too solemnly,lol) are uploaded FINALLY!
Hope , people on my friend list will be interested... *begging eyes*


I'm feminine :))

Your Score: Feminine

You scored 36 masculinity and 90 femininity!

You scored high on femininity and low on masculinity. You have a traditionally feminine personality.

My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 9% on masculinity
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You scored higher than 98% on femininity


My journal is preoccupied with my thoughts about studies etc. But I can't help it. Now I have session and the results are rather killing.I'm fed up with unfairness of judging, of putting lower grades to me for 1 mistake and then putting higher to others for the same mistake..it's killing indeed. it's UNFAIR. And I can't prove anything.They just don't want to listen to me at all. Bad.The same destiny will be with another subjects..

so please,wish me luck and wish me to be firm...i want to win at last..

but how the f**k unfair it was.....

Tears of laughter

You Are a Punk Rocker!

When it comes to rock, you don't follow any rules
You know that rocking out is all about taking down the man
You've got an incredible stage presence and rock persona
You scare moms, make bad girls (or boys) swoon, and live life on the edge!

                                                        What Kind of Rocker Are You?

I've never loved punk rock and I'll never love it. )))

So, the hot time came..the lessons are over, now I have to pass my exams.. Talked to my Finnish friend and he was shoced that our pupils prefer cheating at the exams..He was really thunderstruck.Ow,those Finns are so naive,they are not corrupted ..and our country prefers the easier ways of life..and then the disorder arrives .

Now i have to pass Ukrainian language exam, then Biology,Geography and Algebra. My least fave lessons are together this time. I even don't have any slightest idea how i have to prepare to those tests or exams.. it really stresses me.

Summer dying fast..i know it pretty well. Today it's the first day of summer but I know that in few months it will be cold autumn and I'll feel sorry for this damnly hot weather and miss my exams even. Yes,so crazy I am.

I started writing poems in German. Call the ambulance. :)

Too tired and depressed..



Writing in my silent journal. *yawns*

I'm back.Still can't believe that I WAS there.that I saw that small Mona Lisa.That I even photographed it. That I watched Paris from the height of Eiffel Tower.That I walked along Versailles garden there...and..it's indeed fantastic..
our teachers spoiled all the impressions with their damn "care"..told us to sleep at 8 pm..wtf? they really spoiled everything!

so,this trip was a real catastrope-in negative and positive senses of this word.

Missed you all.

France is waiting!!!

I had done well this month. Was going to pass my term papers in Russian and English..as the result,I didn't have to defend them. I got the highest grades automatically. )) Because of the olympiads and contests. Great. The last day was today.BUT I came with the prepared material and..was told that great news! I was happy.And now I am happy.

I'm leaving for Paris tomorrow..I can't believe! It's almost the first great trip in my life.)) I'll be in Krakow and Prague besides..but then i'm waiting for Paris and Rouan(was it right spelling?!). I dunno French AT ALL.Only merci,excuse moi. and that's all. hehe. But my friend ,my classmate from French group n our class , knows it. )) i had to learn French instead of native Russian as a profile lesson. )))
Tho I'm sure nobody can know his own native language better than foreign one.Maybe worse.But not better.:)

So..i'll be missing everyone!!!


*deep gloom*

Again returned to the state of deep depression. I am a bit happy because I missed this gothic feeling..but I think,it's beginning of teenagers' period when you hate yourself--every your hair, every your movement, every your expression of the face. You hate your face, after all! and everything what it below! and whatever you want to do crushes because you stop yourself with the thought:"What for?" or "Who cares anyway?"

I htink it will pass . The weather is kinda bright.But it's cold outside.I'll put my grey wide sweater on again and become mediocricy for some days. Again. Without ANY attention. being considered to be a "blue sock" or whatever. who cares.


Jussi Hamsterinen, welcome home! !:)))